Once Upon A Time

S1:Ep 7 King of Overthinking

Soulmate Wednesday, June 28, 2023

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S1:Ep 6 Father’s Figure

Soulmate Monday, May 29, 2023

MasyaAllah, May will be the best month in my life this year. I will always cherish May 2023.We did a lot of things this month. Allow me to begin...

After Raya, I went back to Penang early because I have a lot of doctor's appointment. That week, on his way back to Penang, he request a chocolate cake from me. I baked for him and plan to send it to his house but he insist on picking it up. Dah alang-alang tu we went out for dinner. Waktu otw nak pi dinner tu my aunty call and invite me to sleep at hotel with her that night. He heard our conversation and asked me how I plan to go there because I cannot drive. The moment I said I want to take grab, he straight away said after dinner he will send me. Perghhh waktu tu got butterfly in my stomach and berbunga-bunga yaa hari guwe. But deep inside I feel guilty because I know he is tired, drive from Selangor, stuck in jam and now he wants to drop me at town. But because he insist to do that, I am more than happy to accept the offer.

On our way to town, suddenly, he told me about marriage proposal (dia punya planning). Weyhhh tak lawak langsung. Otak aku blur terus. Speechless. Then he said "Macam tak happy ja". Ya Allah dia silap besaq. Perempuan mana tak happy kalau partner dia mention pasal kahwin. Aku punya happy sampai nak terjun keluaq kereta waktu tu. Tapi otak aku terlalu jammed sampai tak mampu nak bagi reaction apa apa. Aku tanya dia "Serious ka nih?" hahahahhaa. Betapa aku terkejut sampai anggap dia prank. Okay dah. Takleh cerita detail. Sebab benda tak pasti ni takleh heboh.

Then moving on the next sweetttttt scene. 1 week before my graduation day, I insist on going to Zoo Taiping. Keinginan aku nak jumpa binatang membuak-buak weyh. I cannot wait any longer. Then I told him I wanna go there alone. Almost berdebat jugak laa. In the end he said he will bring me there on sunday. WEYHHHHHHHHHH. LELAKI KIRIMAN TUHAN KA DIA NIII!!!! Kalau macam ni aku nak buat perangai selalu lah hahahahhaha. Lalu kami pon pi Zoo Taiping pagi ahad tu and for the first time ever aku tidoq dalam kereta org lelaki. Aku tak penah selesa nak tidoq dlm kereta depa, tapi that day, maybe sebab aku penat and kereta dia tersangatlah comfortable untuk org pendek mcm aku, tanpa sedar, know know aku dah lena. And through out the journey, for the first time ever aku dengar dia melalak tak ingat dunia. Betul betul karok. Sedap jugak suara dia hahahahhaa.

Lepas pi Zoo Taiping, kami jalan-jalan dekat Tasik Taiping. Auww that moment rasa macam dalam K-Drama. Kami pi beli mekdi pastu makan kat tepi tasik. Dia siap bawak keluar ground untuk kami duduk. Unplanned picnic. So sweetttttt. Lepas makan dia main drone, aku hanya jadi pemerhati. Then kami nak pi solat, aku randomly cakap la "Satg jom mai sini balik. Kita main basikal." After solat, I asked him where are we going, he said to tasik again. This dumb dumb girl tanya la nak buat apa pi Tasik balik. Dia gelak and cakap tadi kata nak main basikal. WEYHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LELAKI KIRIMAN SYURGA LAAA DIA NIH!!! Waktu nak sewa basikal tu pon aku buat perangai. Dia nak sewa yg dua seat, aku ketegaq nak single seat, meaning sewa dua basikal la. Penat jugak la nak convince dia yang aku boleh kayuh basikal. Ending, of course aku menang. Kami naik basikal, pusing tasik tu, buat video wes enderson bagai. Serious best. The best day everrrr since I got discharged.

Last but not least, end of May, we close our chapter with a simple treat, playing bowling. It was actually a last minute plan. I just kidnapped him out of nowhere and asked him where should we go. Then he said bowling. I am excited to follow that plan. Duhhhh its like one of the 'must-date-activity' 'must-activity-date' haaa something like that la. Sumpah nervous nak main bowling sebab the last time I play bowling back in 2018. Its been 6 years. Dia ni dah la jenis semangat kesukanan tinggi, setinggi gunung everest. During the first game, all of my ball went into the alley. Then he keep on cheering for me. Plot twist, second round, STRIKE! He keep on laughing and keep on chanting that I am pretending just now. He started to play seriously. Then in the end, of course he won. I lost to 19 points behind. Sikit ja tuuuu.

After that we went to eat dinner then solat then we watch movie. I think nowadays I will go to cinema with him more than my friends. Lepastu kann, skrg ni I started to reduce my social circle. Rather spending time with those who I'm comfortable with than those who only know how to use me.

Okay bye.

XOXO,

Jiejie Cute

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S1:Ep 5 Bundle Of Nerves

Soulmate Saturday, April 29, 2023

Waddup peeps. This episode will like a drama. Literally a drama like in a tv. Its been so long since both of us meeting each other. Focusing on Bulan Ramadhan and do work. Weekend I will drive back to Changlun, like previous year.

I told him I want to try what will happen if we didn't see each other for a month. Then he just laugh. I used to it, every weekend, I will be excited to meet him. What will happen if I cannot meet him for a long time? What if he got a job in KL again? I am curious to know what will happen to me.

Well things did not go as plan. I was hospitalized on April 12th. Out of sudden I can say. Don't want to elaborate much on that. Not really a good experience to be told. However, I do want to highlights what he did throughout this time. Lets just keep it short and simple, he will check on me every hour I can say. Its very rare of him to do that. Usually, both of us will not looking at phone much during office hour. Especially him. But when I was warded, he chat me all the time. And then during the weekend, he came over. There are exciting stories on both day.

First, on saturday, I asked him if he can give Aida a ride from KTM to hospital, then he said yes. I force Aida to come with him. Then I passed his number to Aida, easy for them to communicate directly as I will be sleeping after taking medicine. Then when I woke up, both of them already arrived. Few minutes later, a nurse came for my follow up. I asked Aida to accompany me and left him with Mama. Daring of me to do that, but just want to let him getting to know mama and vice versa. While waiting for the doctor, I asked Aida how is he, then Aida told me from A to Z. Sumpah aku nak nangis waktu tu. Happy gilosss sbb selain family, my bff pon susah nak approve org. Tapi dgn dia, Aida terus approve and Aida pon terkejut dia make an effort to avoid Aida from feel awkward. Waktu Aida cerita, aku mcm tak percaya dia create a topic and sembag dgn Aida, That is soooo not him. I'm grateful he did that.

Lepas dah hbis jumpa doktor, dgr la dia still dok sembang dgn mama dlm bilik. Kami masuk slow slow ja hahahahhaa. Bila aku ada kat situ, haa biasa laa syndrome mak mak akan bukak aib anak dia depan org. Tapi dia gelak ja and some part dia sokong mak aku. lolzzz.

The next day, my family purposely did not come over because I told them he will be coming with Kiyah. Don't know why but my whole family excited when I told them that. Kiyah arrived and few minutes later dia sampai. Both of them stay sampai waktu berbuka. Lama jugak la dia stay. Lepas berbuka, dia nak solat. Pastu aku suruh la dia solat dlm bilik sbb surau jauh and surau hospital tu tak berapa nak bersih. Pastu waktu dia solat tu, ermm taktau la nak kata mcm mna, but I have this one feeling mcm, I hope one day I can pray behind him, jadi makmum dia. Goosebump weyhh waktu tu. Lepastu aku sambung buat drama dgn kiyah hahahhaha. Then Kiyah went back first as she will driving back to SP. Then he stayed until I chased him away a couple of times. Aku lupa seketika yang aku sakit malam tu.

Okay thats all for this post. Byeee

XOXO,

Jiejie Cute

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S1:Ep 4 As Busy As Bee

Soulmate Tuesday, March 28, 2023

Salam. Ollaaa readers. Well nothing much happen this episode as both of us quite busy with our work. However, it doesn't mean that I don't have anything to share >.<

Early Mac, sis ajak dia teman buka puasa. I went to pick him from his house. I wait for so long in the car but I didn't realize that as I was singing, then suddenly, he knocked on my window and get in the car. I welcome him with a smile then my smile getting bigger as I saw a cat pillow in a bag. He gave that bag to me and wish belated birthday. I am super excited and I squish the pillow. I didn't bother to look what is inside the bag and throw it at the back. He noticed I didn't open the bag, he bring the bag and asked me to look inside. My jaw dropped as I saw a box, A SQUISHY LAMP that I've been eyeing on. He bought that for me. I never told him about that, for me its quite expensive, that's why I only afford to put hope to buy that lamp. I would rather spend my money on something else. Now, Bunny will be my second, and Rara will be the first. I will bring Rara to everywhere I go <3

The following weekend, I went to Hani's engagement. After the event, we went to Najmi's workplace, a restaurant/warung I'm not sure. Throughout the day, I post a lot of pictures and videos on my Instagram. I told him everything that I did the whole day. And apparently, he was quite jealous I went to Najmi's place often. I noticed that when he replied to my message after I told him that I'm bringing my friends to Najmi's place. I did not post much when I was there, in order for me to respect him hehehe. When he is upset, not gonna lie, I am upset too. When he is happy, I am happy, the happiest girl in the universe.

Move on! We went to climbing because I want to make-up as I made him upset when I went to Najmi's place. It was the first time in my life went climbing with him, just the two of us. Oh dear, I am so nervous. He is my idol and my coach. I always adore and fangirling when he is in action. So handsome <3 I record a lot of his video, and I can say, that day, I saw his best smile since I know him. He is truly a climber. After spent almost 6 hours, we went to lunch. He wants to eat Kapitan at georgetown, so we went there with one car to make it easy. Took us a couple of minutes to find parking, hence, we decided to park a bit far from the restaurant. I was cleaning my stuff and he asked me whether I bring my cap or not because it was hot outside, around 1-2pm. Then I said no and I told him that I will be okay. Already used to it. I was looking down to take my phone then suddenly he put his cap on me. MasyaAllah! That moment I feel like I am floating in the sky. Cringe hahahahha. Unexpected betul weyhh action dia tu. Lepas dia pakaikan topi, dia cakap, "Pakai topi ni. Panas. Nanti hitam muka" something like that la ayat dia. I cannot focus that time because his action make me brain freeze. One thing yang sis adore dia, he respect me and protect me. I never saw him touch any women before. That is also one of the thing I adore about him. Waittttt~~~ Am I fangirling??? Oh gosh. Cringe! Dah dah. Jangan nak lebih-lebih. Geli pulak aku baca :D

Actually that should be the end of it. We didn't spend much time together after that due to workload and personal time. We are getting old, need more rest :D

XOXO,

Jiejie Cute

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S1:Ep 2 The Introduction

Soulmate Saturday, January 28, 2023

Hello peeps, Assalamualaikum. Being in a relationship is a new thing, not just me, but to both of us. He never been in relationship too, the serious relationship.

Both of us take it as a learning process. We declare first thing first, be transparent, don't hide anything from one another. Nak apa habaq, marah habaq, jeles cakap, and etc. Never expect your partner to read your mind. I'm glad we had the same principle. He is the type of person, ermm I can say sort of emotionless :D Not emotionless in a bad way, but he rarely show his emotion. I think it is a trait for introvert person. He is like Aida, but a guy version.

We are like the different pole of magnet. I am the clumsy, havoc, random person, main redah ja, never bother about others and talkative. While him, the most calm person I've ever met, chill, cool, smart, observant, and only speak when needed. He is also a strict person I can say. I still scared of him, especially when he become quite after we said something. Darah sis kering terus yee bila dia diam macam tu.

But things change when he smile. Ohh goshhh. I'm melting. I'm glad he rarely smile in public, if not, I might have a lot of competition. Seeing him smile, feels like seeing a rainbow after rain. All my stress gone, vanish. Getting him to laugh also was a challenge. But once he laugh, oh dear, I cannot describe it. Don't make me. I am not a funny person, tapi aku mudah terhibur. Dia angkat kening pon aku boleh gelak. The peak is when he utter a joke with a serious face. I'm dead X.X

On January 13th, I plan a birthday surprise for him. Not only him surprised, so do I. The restaurant decorate our table with a lot of red roses and love. It was so awkward for me. When I booked the table, I only mentioned celebrate a birthday. Never I mentioned my partner or my love birthday celebration. General. However, I can still remember his face that night, how he was surprised with the celebration. The whole restaurant sang for him. He present me a beautiful smile that night. Oh dear I wish I bring my powerbank that night to record that moment. My phone died that day, hence I did not have a chance to record that beautiful moment :(

Moving on to the dark side, on January 15th something happen. As we had decided to keep our relationship secret and private, none our friends know about us, only my close friend knew. When we attended our senior's wedding ceremony, his so called ex was there. All of us know about their previous relationship, there are not couple but they are close, never declared. I don't know how to describe their relationship tho :D Skip, all of the audience kept talking about both of them. And the gossip became more spicy when both of them talk at one table, just the two of them while eating ice-cream. I'm still burning while typing this but, just wanna drop it here. My facial expression change drastically, cannot hide it anymore. Amira pull me and try to calm me down. I never love someone, far from being hurt by someone. That is the first time I ever felt like that. Sakit sangat weyh. Tu baru dia bercakap biasa, I cannot imagine the pain when our partner cheat on us. InsyaAllah aku akan kekal single kalau aku kena hadap situasi tu.

After that night, I didn't contact him. I cannot. The anger still burning. After a few days, I calm down and I reached out to him. Well he did contact me in between but I insist to give me time and space. He called me and he explained everything, every single details on what actually happen that day. Silly of me to straight away jump to conclusion and punish him with the cold war. I seek apologies from him as I know it was my mistake too. Both of us contribute in this mess. I noticed and overwhelmed when he called me that night to rectify the situation, that moment I can see he really hold on to this promise, no secret between us and be transparent. I shall do the same.

That's it for now. Will be continued next month.

XOXO,
Jiejie Cute

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Once Upon A Time

S1:Ep 7 King of Overthinking

S1:Ep 6 Father’s Figure

S1:Ep 5 Bundle Of Nerves

S1:Ep 4 As Busy As Bee

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