Well Olla. I'm not sure if I'm being too emotional regards my age (getting older syndromes maybe) or it's normal for a person to feel like this. Yesterday I went out with my friends. Long story short, I don't know what possessed me, but I'm feel super excited to share with them my so called 'lucky' life. I briefly told them about my job, my team and so forth. I know I shouldn't be like that, maybe because I haven't see them for a year, so I feel anxious to tell them everything. Little I know, I actually make some of them feel uncomfortable. I only realized my mistakes after i read their body language. I know it's my fault for flexing my success. 

However, deep inside my, it was like a punch to my face as I never thought I cannot share my success with my best friends. As far I know, we can share almost everything with our so called 'best friends'. But maybe not in all circumstances. I am so sad and I wish I can turn back time and being quite instead of eagerly share with them my achievement. Hence, lesson learned. I will just keep to myself instead. Full stop.